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October 10th 2008

I walked up to Will Call, where I was told I could pick up a press pass. The lovely woman there told me I needed to go to Gate 9 to pick it up later on. My friends and I did a quick walk around just to see where Gate 9 was, but for the life of us couldn’t find it. I kind of shrugged it off and we went to Library Square for drinks and unhealthy food. Steve and I shared some popcorn shrimp, and Em had some poutine. I also drank two double rum and cokes in about 40 minutes. Not a great idea.

We went back to GM place to try the elusive Gate 9, and luckily, there it was. It was tucked behind the venue and on the other side of the door was a slightly intimidating security guy behind a small desk. I told him why I was there, and of course, he sent me somewhere else. That’s when I turned around a corner to a desk occupied by a large security guy and a lethargic security woman. I stated my purpose one more time and was told to sit down and wait. And wait I did.

I waited for about 45 minutes. They sat me down at this table with a kind fellow waiting for a job interview. We made small talk and I watched the elevators to see if anyone interesting came out. Sure enough, moments after arriving, Brian Bell waltzed out of the elevator. Minutes after that, a stressed out guy came down and asked if either I or the job seeker had seen “the guitar player.” Job Seeker pointed him in the right direction and I just sat there, wondering what else would happen while I was there. That’s when Tom DeLonge walked in and did an interview while I listened. I grew up listening to Blink 182, so I was in internal awe. Amazing. All of this was happening and I hadn’t even gotten inside the venue yet.

At around 6:40 a woman came out and commented on how cold it was. She asked my name and consulted a list, which, of course, I wasn’t on. She quizzed me on who I knew, what publication I was from, who told me I would be getting a press pass. I dropped names and tried to explain the weirdness of the situation. She took back the pass she had already given me and told me she would “let me know.” and disappeared. I waited even longer and got antsy because Tokyo Police Club was about to take the stage and I wanted to get some pictures. Finally, she comes back, gives me a thumbs up and hands me a photo pass. I instinctively sigh with relief and slap it on my dress. She leads me through GM Place and I walk beside the stage and see hundreds of kids on the floor.

It’s moments before 7. The woman who led me there told me she hoped it would start on time. Minutes went by and I tried to figure out where Steve and Em were. Then everything went dark.

Tokyo Police Club

After three songs I was whisked away and told to come back 45 minutes later. I ran out to go find Steve and Em and sat down for about 20 minutes before it was time to go take some pictures of Angels and Airwaves. I went back to the security area and waited with the woman for a few moments. She asked me if the next band was “big.” I shrugged and told her about how Tom was in Blink 182 and how the band definitely gained some popularity that way. She thought it was funny that bands could pull themselves away from one genre and throw themselves into another. No other photographers showed up so she brought me back to the front of the stage. There were still a few minutes to go so I hung around and waited for the lights to go off. Finally, they did and I weaseled my way past the big, buff security guards to get the following shots.

I lost count of the songs and had a bit of a freak out. I was scared that someone was going to pull me off to the side and not let me come back for Weezer, but I suppose I kept count well enough. Their set was decent from where I was standing.. but.. I had a pretty good spot.

Then.. Then, my friends. The moment I had been waiting for all freaking night. The moment I busted my ass for years ago was about to happen. I walked through the door to the security area and saw 4 people waiting with giant lenses and even bigger egos. The woman went through a list and asked them where they were from.

“The Sun..”
“The Province..”
“In House..”
“Straight.”

And me? Dude. I am no one. I realized I had no purpose there other than to fulfill a childhood dream. I felt so small for just one second. Then I got past it and realized these people aren’t fans. They’re being paid to be there. Why should I care about them?

As the woman brought us out and the 4 of them fought for a spot and I took their leftovers. My vantage point wasn’t bad, but I was pretty sure they’d kick me out of there eventually. Thankfully, they pretty much left me alone and never said a word to me. I stood in front of the stage and tried to get a look at the setlist, but alas, I am too short. The floor had filled up quite a bit more and there were a lot of kids up front smiling at me. One even asked if I had some spare batteries for his camera.. Unfortunately, I didn’t. Sorry kid!

So there I was. Not even feet from the stage, poised and ready to take some pictures with a camera I bought from Best Buy and have every intention of returning tomorrow. Puny little lens and all, I was ready. Then they came out.

It was weird.

All in all, a pretty awesome show.

P.S – As I was leaving with the other photographers, the one from the Sun asked the rest of us “Which one was the lead singer?”

Crafty Business

Some sweet manga themed envelopes I made!

I’ve been trying to get in touch with my crafty side for a while. I’ve made a ton of these type of envelopes, but none have pleased me as much as these have. I’ve also been working on my website, www.la-hip.com and hopefully will have it going in full swing by Christmas. It’s tough trying to find the time to devote to it though. I have some time to spare coming up.. yay. Some feedback on these envelopes would be amazing, btw. I’m planning on sending people some letters through www.sendsomething.net using these envelopes. Just because I can, and because I’d love to test the mailability of these babies.

Mm. I dragged Steve to go see the Backstreet Boys with me last week. It was a lot of fun. I didn’t freak out as much as I thought I would, but it was still strange to be sitting there drinking a beer and watching them dance around. When the concert was announced, there was no way I wasn’t going to go to this show. I even saw a small money-making opportunity. I bought two extra pairs of tickets and sold them for a small profit. Thanks, Boys! Anyway. There were a few songs I didn’t know in the set, mostly because I lost interest in the band after Millenium. I swear I saw about 100 guys there, and most were heavily intoxicated!

They are pretty boys, indeed.

It’s my birthday in a couple days!!! Those three exclamation points make it seem like I’m a lot more excited than I really am. I’m not totally “blah” about it, but I’m not planning parties, etc. In fact, I have to work on my birthday, as well as the next day! I have no plans apart from that. I’m sure Steve will want to take me out to dinner. I spoiled one of his gift ideas today by buying a copy of I, Jedi at Chapters. It was the last copy so I felt like I should get it before someone else does. I asked my dad to contribute to my RRSP instead of buying me something this year. He didn’t seem to like that idea. He’s one of those people who hate giving money as gifts. I might ask for a computer desk for our second bedroom.. From IKEA of course.

*sigh* My back has been killing me and I’m fighting off a cold. I’m taking like.. 2500mg of echinacea a day and drinking some kind of detoxifying tea. I’ve got to kick this colds’s ass before it kicks mine.

later, lovlies.

*poh*

I’m watching Lost. I also just finished a burrito. And I just finished typing up my science notes. Woo for multi-tasking!

I’m bummed that I wasn’t able to go to the Island this week. Hopefully I can go back next week.. I miss everyone a lot.

Right now I’m studying chemistry. I generally find it pretty interesting and I think it’s because it involves just the right amount of math. I hate math with a passion, but if I totally understand what’s going on, I can bear it. I think I move onto biology next, and I’m dreading that. No doubt it’ll be easier, but I won’t enjoy it at all. Biology and I do not get along. Oh well. The things I do to make it in the world.

My back is killing me. Stupid stanchions. Stupid money. Stupid back.

I finished reading the last book in the Twilight series. It didn’t do much for me, to be honest. Now, before you start, I know it’s not a literary masterpiece. It did provide hours of entertainment though. Being a fan of uh.. fanfiction, it was a simple read for me. I can read pretty fast. I read the first book in the series in about 12 hours. I read the last Harry Potter book in about 20. Anyway. I’m a bit bummed that the series is over, but I’m sure if I surf on over to fanfiction.net, I’ll find some equally easy reading.

Well, I’ve successfully derailed my train of thought.. and I’ve distracted myself from school! ARG.

Weekender

So.. I’m cutting back on my hours at work to spend time at home with my family. Family is… paramount right now. The most important thing I can think of. The only thing keeping me sane. *sigh* I can already feel the relief washing over me.

I’m drinking some red wine. Love it.

I worked pretty much by myself today. It felt really, really good. It just made me realize how badly I want to be my own boss.

It’s been so cold lately. It’s amazing. Fall is by far my favourite month. It’s still sunny and less than freezing, but it’s crisp and fresh. Plus, my allergies are terrible and fall is when everything starts to die and become bearable. The walk to work this morning was beautiful. However, I left during rush hour (a first, at least for the last month) and pretty much inadvertently spooned with a stranger. Usually when I leave it’s slightly before the crowd comes and I’m comfortable.. no one’s in my bubble. All is well. Not today!

Mm. Wine is so good.

Alright. There’s my slight update. I swear I’ll write more when I have more time. Right now, it’s time to go and get tipsy.

Much love.

I will…

Write zines.

Make video blogs that help people.

Pass my high school courses with flying colors.

Get into a great creative writing program.

Stop stressing and be happy.

December 20th 2008.

Ouchie

I’m a hurtin’ unit. Lifting heavy stanchions and 3800$ has done a number on me. I think I pulled a muscle in my arm. Plus, I drank a large amount of vodka last night and then took a muscle relaxer on a pretty empty stomach. And I’m insanely stressed out.

*sigh*

Today held some pretty good news though. I sold a pair of my Backstreet Boys tickets for a slight profit and learned that my dad is going to be coming here in late September, then flying out to Ottawa for a family reunion and leaving Steve and I with the car for three weeks! We’ll most definitely get something at Ikea and probably make a day trip to Seattle so we can bring back hella booze.

And my birthday is coming up in about 3 weeks. There are only two people who really buy presents for me these days.. Those people being my dad and my boyfriend. I’m trying super hard to figure out what to ask for. I have an iPod.. sure, it’s an old Nano, but it’s done me no wrong. I have a kickass DVR. I can’t think of any movies I want that I can’t watch for free on surfthechannel.com. I kind of want a DS or a Wii, but can’t bring myself to ask for one. What else…  Gah. Can’t think. too sore.

New title, new start

So. I’ve been promoted. You’re looking at the newest Head Cashier at the Vancovuer Aquarium. w00t w00t. Slightly more money for slightly more responsibility. I can’t wait. I’ve been waiting my whole life to be in a position with at least some authority. I deserve this after years and years of working retail as a cashier.

Life is looking good for me right now. I feel better… about everything. I like where this career path is heading, and I’m starting to enjoy things a little more. For a while I was so consumed with being sad and sick and focusing on the bad things. I hit a point where I knew I could continue down that road, or just dust off my shoulders and take charge. It’s all about altering your surroundings. I’m not surrounded by people or things that make me feel bad. All of that is gone.

My house even looks better. Sure, it looks like it’s straight out of an IKEA catalogue. There’s the Expedit bookcase, the bigger Expedit bookcase, my Final lamp, the Lack side table, the Flokati rug, and of course, Hippy’s pink Hippo, Hugo.

I’m pretty happy. It’s weird.

Chilling in Tofino Pt. 1

Oh, Tofino. <333

As soon as we got there we went to Wikaninnish Beach. I had been talking about going swimming in the ocean for days and I was really excited. Silly me, I thought it would we warm on the beach and nice and cool in the water. Oh god.. We changed into our bathing suits and headed for the water. At first touch it didn’t feel bad. My toes were cold but I figured I’d get used to it soon. I went in a little further. Soon enough my toes and feet were tingling and I was starting to have doubts about whether or not swimming in the ocean was possible. Steve asked me if I thought we should forget about it a few times, and I seriously considered just turning back. Then I thought.. I didn’t come all the way here to sit on a beach and read Star Wars books all day. I came there to swim, god damn it!

So little by little we went in. Sometimes a wave would sneak up on us and we’d scream when the cold water got higher and higher. Eventually we were pretty far out there and having fun! We tried to jump over waves and let them catch us and bring us back in to shore. We were the only ones out there swimming for a while, then a few surfers came out. We probably looked like crazy people.. swimming in the freezing ocean without wetsuits or anything. It was a lot of fun. Usually salt water makes me gag the second it touches my lips, but I was able to get past it. A few times we realized we were drifting further away from where we set up our towels. It was tough to get back because of the strong currents and such.

We stayed in the water for about an hour. I didn’t realize I was so cold until we got back to our towels and I realized I could hardly move the muscles in my arms, legs, hands, feet.. It took me forever to change into dry clothes. Also, I got some annoying chafe action on my legs.. ugh.

After this we went for a little walk on the beach then decided to head into town for a bit before we could check into our B&B. We had a yummy smoked tuna sandwich at a place called Breakers. We walked around a little more and got some lovely tetra pak wine to drink that night. After all that it was getting close to check-in time so we went off in search of the B&B. We’ll save that story for a whole new post though. :)

What a dizzy dance…

I saw Jimmy Eat World on Monday. It was amazing.

I wish I could slow down the moment that Jim Adkins walked through the door. It was kind of like when that boy you were crushing on in the 9th grade walked through the classroom door just as the bell rings. Absolutely beautiful. *sigh* I heard some of my favorite songs ever that night. I was right near the stage just off to the side. Steve was right behind me, keeping away the pushers and moshers. Couldn’t have asked for a better experience, really.

I came up with a good idea for a story while I was at this show, and I’ll be fleshing it out over the next two weeks. Oh yes. My vacation has started! I’m fairly excited just to be away from work for a while. It won’t be a work free vacation, as I have some things I need to keep an eye/ear out for while I’m on the Island. I’m hopeful that I’ll come back to good news and good vibes all around.

So.. this vacation. Here’s what I have planned:

1. Trip to Tofino with Steve. We’re staying at the Sandsend Cottage next week. I can’t wait.

2. Reuniting my cat with her former roomate. They never got along. Seeing them together is simply a matter of entertaining me.

3. Swimming at Sprout Lake/Stamp Falls/Paper Mill Dam.

4. Watching satellite TV all the time.

5. Not worrying about memberships, straws and lids, hand stamps and workplace drama. Oh yes.

6. The fucking Luau on saturday night!!!

So yeah. I think I’ll keep a video blog while I’m away because I’ve always wanted to. I’ll post the videos here, of course. I’ll also keep everyone updated on other important things.

Alright, lovelies. Time to dance.

Taking my share.

First and foremost, I’d like to apologize to anyone on the Expo line that saw me throw up on the skytrain platform this morning. No, I’m not a drunk (though being native, I might look the part to some) or a drug addict. I’m a 20 year old girl with a “Rip roarin’ inflammed stomach”, so says the doctor. The thing is, sometimes I feel fine, other times I just want to crawl into a hole and sleep. I have been really, really sick these past few weeks. I can’t even remember the last time I made it through a whole day of work. It’s silly. I hate it. I want to feel good.

However.

I just got a call from my mom. My mom is the strongest person I know and I love her so much. She is the author of the description of pain. You name it, she’s had it. When she called me tonight I asked her how she was doing, expecting her to tell me what was hurting, how lonely she felt or just how tired she was. Instead, she said “Really good actually… I’m in no pain.”

I was so tempted to ask her if she was drunk, or had just taken her marijuana pills. Instead I asked how she managed to feel so good. She said she got a really good sleep. Now.. I left work at about 2:30 today, came home, ate some gyozas then had a 2 hour nap. In addition to the 9 hours I got last night, that should add up to a decent sleep.. Nope. I think I felt worse after my nap. My new wisdom tooth which has just reared its ugly head was killing me and I felt queasy. AND I was a little crabby. Hearing that my mom was pretty much having a ball made me a little bitter, but just for a second. We talked a bit more and I enjoyed hearing the smile in her voice. After I hung up I threw the phone onto the bed and sulked a bit. My mom, queen of pain, master of pharmaceuticals.. feeling fine. Steph, bouncing 20 year old who normally suffers from nothing but allergies.. feeling like shooting herself in the head.

But you know what? If I can take an ounce of pain for my mom and save her from feeling any of it, I’ll gladly do it. I’d take it all in a heartbeat.

I miss my mom.

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